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>Be 13 on some forum
>Best friend on the forum introduces me to futa
>Over the next few years, get heavily into futa/gender bender/trans porn
>Also an infrequent crossdresser that borrowed his sister's clothes since age 12
>Be ~18, suddenly feelings
>Start thinking about learning how to trap
>Be in college, share an apartment with a bunch of girls and their unattended closets
>mfw I actually have the body to trap and look pretty fuckable when all shaved and whatnot
>mfw I wish blurring gender lines was socially acceptable so I could go out and be the girl I want to be without sacrificing my life as a man
>mfw I feel terrible immediately after I cum because it isn't and I'll never find a girl/trap that loves me for my feminine side