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I have crippling self-esteem problems caused almost entirely by how I've reflected on things I've done in the past. The only way I've found for me to easily deal with these issues is for someone to treat me even worse than I see myself, at which point I can actually pull myself together and do things with good self-esteem. I've managed to get over some of the issues they've brought me, but there are still some big issues I need to find the drive to really get around and get some more control over my own life.
I only really realized this recently when someone pointed it out to me and I tried to argue otherwise.