>>37830277I don’t believe it’s worth cutting short for anything. Even if it’s too cushy or too hard, to be alive is to experience even if you feel like you’re stagnating. My life is absolute garbage but I can’t fathom offing myself like I used to because I’d rather see how much I can suffer rather than think about the aftermath to my friends and family when I disappear. There’s too much to do. Don’t give up so soon, take up welding if that’s what you’ve been interested in, you might find something in it that ignites a dormant passion