>>47138695hey man, just wanna say you are not alone in that kind of world. I appreciate the sympathy about my post
My folks and I have a real troubled past together. Mom is in that kind of boat, a few times my mom has threatened to take me and my siblings with her if she ever killed herself and a few times I honestly to god couldn't tell if she was serious or not. my dad is in the navy so he's the same way about drugs and what not, generally just a hardass. I never really know how to approach them on how I honestly feel about anything. kind of the reason why I never told them about what happened at scout camp. I too dope myself up as I'm stuck at home with them during this pandemic and I feel like I got really no other outlet other than pot, 4chan, and videogames to cope. but the pandemic is almost over and we'll get through this. Try to seek help again for a therapist, I know it's hard to find one that fits but when you do it honestly helps a lot. I've gone through at least 10 so far until I found one that really suits me. They are out there and they are they're here to help.
based magmortar too. something about the two make me smile and always want to have one on each of my teams
