>>42830191I am terribly afraid of failure and i am severely insecure about my intelligence.
About 3 years ago i found out i have autism, adhd and dyslexia.
My first time a uni was so hard and i could barley finish my assignments that seemed so easy for everybody else. My worst years of my life was 2016-2017, since i had no job and had dropped out until i could figure out what was up. But after my diagnosis i got the help i needed from uni and could finish my bachelor.
Now i am back at uni to get another 2 bachelors in archival science and history. I am soon done but i still have some leftover stuff my teacher is supposed to grade.
I can manage my diagnoses pretty good, but as soon a small problem arises with school i get a panic attack. I feel so worthless and stupid when i get a comment on my grammar or my sentence structure. I hope that my 2nd bachelor comes out ok this time but i hate all this waiting time, i can't fix something if i don't know whats wrong.
I just want to be a productive member of society that my parents and partner can be proud of.
