>>35835681I can relate to some of your pain anon. My family has notified me numerous times of dogs having died under their care, but it's alright. You did what you could and the only thing left to do is cherish the moments you have spend with your dog.
Obviously, you have your own life going for you but I can understand that you wanted to be at your dog's final hours. I too wished I could be there for the couple dogs under my parents' care that passed away if only to give them a big hug and say goodbye to them one more time.