>>47368286Absol. 0. I'm 26.
I'm celibate voluntarily, I don't want to ever have sex and I've been like this since I was super young. I'm talking like, when I was somewhere around 8 I got a powerful realization that I inherently did not like being around people, and I didn't want to be emotionally close to anyone and I resigned all the way back then to living the offbeat path of a loner. Then when I was 14 and finally learned what sex was I immediately added 'no sex' to the list and never looked back.
I don't really think I am capable of seeing this as odd even though I know it is. It's just normal to me. Everyone seems to grow up obsessing about sex and relationships, and I entirely dodged that. I never grow lonely for whatever reason. I still find women attractive but I've never once actually sat and thought to myself 'yo I would totally have sex with this girl if I could' which I suppose is abnormal. Like yea women ARE hot and I DO think about them, but i've never secretly wished to actually have sex with anyone. Literally not once, I genuinely have never wanted it.
I've said no to advances from 4 girls in my life, 3 of which were kinda weirdos but w/e, and (I think) 6 guys which I'm not even into but I seem to be a gay magnet. I'm fine, I'm average looking and can talk to people fine, with only mild awkwardness. Most ignore my existence and on occasions when they don't I reject offers for friends and relationships or hangouts because I'm just.....not open to any of that in the slightest. I like my lonesome, it's all I really want in life. People don't get it and I have trouble articulating it.
I don't really know what to say about all this, it's just my life and I'm sincerely happy with it. But I definitely don't ever want to have sex. My entire life I've heard people say things like 'everyone wants sex'. Normally I stay quiet cuz I get it. But it's not true. Not literally all guys want sex, even if you threw supermodels at them. People are complicated.
