>>41985612Fuck off, don’t kick a man when he’s down.
Op, in your own list of trivial reasons to end it you offer two extremely valuable reasons to push forward. Live and be happy, if not for yourself then for them. Anger is transient, these people keep you in their lives because they love you. Autism will always be a social challenge, but if you’re autistic and you have friends and family it’s a challenge you’ve proven you can overcome because you’ve done it before.
Use pokemon to help you, play to relieve stress and make decisions in a relaxed state. Compliment people behind their backs. Show your wife she’s loved and tell her you’ve been feeling these things.
Do it for you, do it for them, and do it for my chonky girl.