>>25024249Look, I want the team to do good and getting rid of me for the upcoming elite cup was a good idea.
I'm forever going to be salty for the selling out job after the /out/ game and the general dislike I received from the fans when I left (though I did worded the pastebin rather strong).
I never wanted to have any overall direction of the team when I was thinking about coming back. I just wanted to be a tester. Pretty much what that one guy said that last thread vs /out/ I wanted to do, but I was going to say that before he did.
Do I want the team to get their first win? Yeah, I want them to be good and honestly erase the memory of me. But after all what happened to me and the all of the jokes and stuff that happened since after the /out/ game. I can go for a dumpster fire.
I wish I could comeback to divegrass in some shape and form, but there's no repairing the damage I cause or fixing my image of being an attention whore I've been called. So I'm sitting here think of all the things I wish I could say and do in my mind while the cup continues to grow.
Long ass post :( 