>>38590214The pokemon world is beautiful, but I feel like the kind of person that would still recluse even in such a lovely place. All the food, water, and nature is absolutely stunning, and yet I would still probably find myself in the less-than-ideal places from my own circumstances. I feel foolish thinking I could be my ideal self in the pokemon world.
>>38590420I feel ya, life has only beginning to turn around for me and yet I'm so scared of messing up everything. I don't understand why, I've been living alone for so long now that I'm comfortable with it so failure shouldn't hurt. I guess I'm just scared of being hurt by other people again after letting them in my life. It's not something you get used to no matter how many times it happens, y'know?
>>38590738Either wild and independent or the pet to someone. If I travelled and fought that'd be okay too but I wouldn't want the pressure of serious competitive. Contests and showcases would be fun, I'd love that. Accepting care is much easier than giving it, unless the care is easy and enjoyable. I can see the joys of both.
If pokephilia threads will tell you anything, it's that a lot of males prefer to be human even though male pokemon are fantastic and humans are boring unless they're OCs or husbandos. 