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>shinny zubat
I was picked on and felt ostracized because I was a puss and left my first school for a new one because I thought one kid was too much of a problem even though he never bugged me personally. At the second school I was bullied in 5th grade and other kids kept it going. No one helped and I developed depression. Anyday I could stay away from the other kids, I stayed in the art room because the teacher was nice. I did bad in some classes and felt no-one liked me, even though some were ok. In highschool and college I could meet and make friends, but I felt I wasn't really liked. I've been depressed for about 11 years now and felt hollow for most of middle school. Last semester in school it came back in full force and I was planning on hanging myself. My parents were non the wiser to my illness till I recently started to sulk and act how people think depression is. I have low self esteem, bad body image, and feel thsts I have no right to feel bad because other people like my best friend have it worse. Only now I am looking for help. I guess it's better late than never ;_; You anons are alright, and I hope you guys pull though your issues and do better than I have.