Can't really get over this girl I dated for a little bit. After 4+ months of wallowing, I'm deciding now in the month of April to be the month I get lost in my work to: 1. self-improve, 2. work on my self-discipline, and 3. to help get over her some more. It's gonna be hard since there's so much I want to do, but I just need to do I want and not just slouch around and watch shit mindlessly like I've done almost all my life.
I'm also falling in love with one of my best friends here at uni, but she has a bf (long-distance, but they make it work really well turns out, he's a nice/cool guy too -I've met him). After I'm done with the zine project I'm working on with her, I think I'm gonna tell her how I feel if it's still bothering me, not to start a relationship with her, but just to get it off my chest because life's too short to be torn by something like this. I feel lucky to be such good friends with her. She's the best.
Listening to the song all about doing what you want to (and maybe also masturbating).
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XhtIIyvivSw 