>>40617830>>40617737>>40617727>>40617622>>40617616I appreciate the support, but I wasn't really looking for any.
I'm barely 2 years younger than him, if I was going to have a shred of the passion and drive he does, it would have already shown in some form.
The fact that I even make these posts is proof that I'm never gonna make it, I just keep making them hoping one of those "ahah nooo don't kill yourself you can do it ahah" posts is going to magically dig me out of this bottomless pit.
But that's not how life works.