>>32115181I've fought through depression twice in my life and there were times when I felt the same way (continuing to live on only because of one reason). It's a painful feeling and I won't pretend to know the particulars of your situation.
But perhaps you get a feeling of community from Phox Phriday that's helpful? But maybe the fact that it's anonymous and digital limits its effectiveness? If so, maybe you can find some other Pokefans in your area with whom you can trade mons, exchange art or have battles with. I myself may do the same thing, after two years of basically hiding from everyone my recent return to playing Pokemon.