>>47279224I get really violent intrusive thoughts, like the "push your 50+ year old mom down the stairs" kind. It fucks me up so much because normally I try to be very kind but at the same time I've got all these ideas swirling around in my head of doing horrible stuff to people I care about (including strangers). It's made worse by the fact that anger issues run in the family and I've gone overboard multiple times. I'm just scared of myself losing control and acting on these thoughts I want to run away from.
