>>25208381Because I really have nothing left I want to do that I haven't done.
I have traveled the whole world, I have read nice beautiful stories, I have seen beautiful landscapes, I have experienced miracles right in front of my eyes.
I also have been homeless, deep in despair and lost everything.
So I really don't think anything can surprise me anymore, at least not on the same level that it was before.
I feel like I am 70 when I am barely 30.
Is this really all that life has to offer?