>>38988556Thats nothing Anon. I have an inner universe where I imagine myself as an antihero in Pokemon mystery dungeon, who got isekaid to the pokemon universe after commiting warcrimes on Earth. I always want to redeem my past by refusing to hurt anybody and helping Grovyle get the time gears, but when he gets captured I go berserk and brutalize everyone on my new path of vengeance. My fantasy always ends on the climax, where I confront Dusknoir in Princess celestias Castle and after a brutal battle I break him apart by tearing his bellymouth open. Then my fantasy stops either because I fall asleep, or I get an uncontrollable selfcringe surge and have to pace around the room to calm down. I then start from the beginning, but every time the plot changes slightly, while staying true to the above mentioned chain of events. For example in my last journey I had a forbidden romance with a Salazzle who is one of Dusknoirs Underlings, which was bittersweet since we could never be together. When the plot reached its climax, I found out that she conceived a daughter from me, and she begged me to run away together and live our lives in peace. But I still had to fight Dusknoir, all depended on It. I had to pace around a lot longer after that one.