>>29301629People become completely different in personality and appearance when they grow up. Everything I liked about her is probably gone, so I have no desire to meet "her" again.
It's sad how lolis don't even die, they just turn into different people. If there was an afterlife, they wouldn't go there. Their adult versions would. It sucks.
I feel like an idiot for being in love with an idealized kid that doesn't even exist, but I seriously can't see myself being happy with a normal girlfriend. They are just not good enough compared to 90's lolis. Thank god we have lolicon.