>>51794111 I AM NOT A PROFFESIONAL, TAKE THIS WITH A GRAIN OF SALT, BE WARNED.
Maybe stop writting for a season? Then come back when you are feeling better. They always say that writting as frecuent as possible makes you better, but youre never gonna improve if you dont enjoy it.
If you hate everything you make, then how will you know how to improve?
Maybe you should even stop writting completely, theres no shame in stopping, you could focus that time on things that make you feel better, like drawing or arts & crafts. If writting makes you so misserable then stop doing it and do something else, try new things. Maybe writting isn't your thing, but something else. Don't fall into the sunken cost fallacy bro, it's not worth it. 