>>56808273I mean, yeah, but..
..look. at my current situation, I have 4 options.
>start coping and say she's an adult (awkward looking, makes me look pedophilic)>say she's been growing up alongside me (autistic as all hell and extremely weird)>go full on "um ackshually" with her and say she's probably a ghost so she's over 100 years old (saddening cause she's dead and gross cause it's pedophilic)>try my hardest to fight her out of my brain (extremely saddening)and, honestly.. I'm not really liking any of these options.
I just wish I could keep the cope and stick with picrel, but my brain is hurting like hell over it. I genuinely feel like I'm going through the 5 stages of grief.
