>>49478092It's not that bad, but you are going to turn into soiboi hulk hogan if you don't shave it off in a few years.
Search for another gym or train outdoors with calisthenics, eat more and buy whatever fuckin protein you find with good reviews, train 3 days a week and hiit cardio and your are off to a good start.
Once you build some muscle and confidence rejoin a gym and testosterone should start Giving you a beard.
Just don't rush it, the eyes thing can't be solved som just give up on that. But this will take you 3 years minimum. But that's not my problem, you did this to yourself faggot.