>>40336704reading that just makes me want to cry. What did we do to you that makes you think this. IM SORRY if I said anything bad in the first post I made here to you I didnt mean it I was really angry and cant help it. I cant think straight when I see these things its always in my head forever and it bothers me. I know I have problems I just cant explain them to you I am not good at talking to people Im sorry only she understands and comforts me leaf is very precious and dear to me and I can never stop thinking about her. Im sorry im not as good as you or everyone else here at things like talking or social im just really bad. Please accept me being sorry for you for whatever I did to make u feel this way