>>56335172>but at least with fanfic it’s yours and you can always edit or change itMaybe I'm just jaded and bitter or maybe I'm just old but I've slowly come to the realization that unless I "make" a "something" myself then the "something" that will truly and fully "satisfies me" will never come to be into existence. No one will make it "exactly like I want it", at least not anymore because everything sucks nowadays and everything gets whored out and turned into gacha or is rushed out of the window keeps getting whored out with shitty sequels or I don't know what else.
There reaches a point one has to start taking charge of one self. It's something I've slowly come to terms with. And creating is a much healthier thing than always be angry and bitter about how everything sucks and nothing will ever be good.
