>>33599443For the past half of a year, I've had a lot of bad shit happen to me. One of my parents died, my first gf broke up with me, I decided not to go back to school despite the dismay of my other parent. I do nothing now but play old Pokemon games (because it brings me a lot of comfort, I guess), go to work three days a week for a couple hours, and browse /vp/. I don't even exercise anymore or do anything else I enjoy that is social.
I first met my ex at college. She was a friend of a couple of friends. We all bought Sun and Moon. I remember before we started dating she asked where to catch Rockruff, and I told her that to go to the end of Ten Carat Hill. Wouldn't you figure she caught a shiny Rockruff in one ball. She was shaking she was so excited.
There was this other girl I really liked, and we went to the midnight release for Sun and Moon. That night was probably one of the best nights of my life, even if we weren't technically together. Just to do something with someone you like to be around is the best. Well, she moved far away, and I've moved on since then. But I'm scared that I'm never going to experience that again, or anything like it. I just feel empty and have for a while.
