Quoted By:
Minccino
I'm halfway through my sohpmore year in college and still don't know what to do. I'm registered as an engineering student cause my parents told me (I asked them though so it's not like they're forcing me I'm just completely lost) but the Physics department at my university is notoriously bad and I'm going t have to transfer if I continue with that major.
It doesn't sound as complicated but I also have to take in account if I'll be okay with that major and the fact that I've tried experiencing other subjects I was interested in to no avail. There's also me wanting to take summer courses but my parents want me to spend time with them too (they're from Europe and we spent summers there but their house is in a small village with no college plus I don't know the language well enough to even consider taking courses there). Part of me wishes I would go to see my grandmother too. I'm overseas for Christmas and seeing her after a year makes me feel as if time is slipping by. She doesn't remember things like she used to (though we were going to celebrate Easter) and I'm starting to regret not talking with her more often when I was younger. She's very old and my only living grandparent, and I wish I had more of a connection with her like my sister does. She's lived through so much and it shows in her house which is full of antiques and exotic items. I really want to learn more about her, but I just don't know how to ask since I've always been kind of a social autist like everyone else on this board. Also my dad's getting close to retirement age and I don't want to burden my parents without having found a job so even though they're saying it's no big deal I haven't found a major yet I still feel inclined to rush and support them.
They're already looking forward to the upcoming summer even though I keep telling them there's a chance I won't. Also my mom's having a mid life crisis and buying stuff but got angry at me for getting usum alsowordlimitbye
