>>50331341Played and watched too many freedom kinos in my childhood (Think Pokemon FireRed, Wind waker and Little Mermaid). Now I pretty much wrapped my identity around being as free as possible, but at the price price never being able to get intimate with anyone for longer than a week including my own family.
It's definitely some sort of autism to end up like this, but I kind dig it. My morals are never compromised, I never fall for groupthink and can do pretty much anything myself without care at all, but at the expense of being slightly contrarian at times (but extremely adamant about it to the death when I am) and having few (but extremely trustful) friends that I subconsciously try to distance myself from out of some weird paranoia.
In short, I bought internal freedom at the cost of inherent loneliness.
