>>34436391i'm really sorry to hear about your breakup and how suddenly it went down. that sounds like one hell of a thing to have to deal with. your strength is admirable.
my fave is necrozma. it's been a while since i liked a pokemon as much as i do it.
what i'm doing - i've spent the last few years as a neet but i'm trying my hardest to get out of this hole i've made for myself. it's...not fun. i'm going to community college next year. japanese major. i know that's completely retarded, but long story short it's my only option right now. the upshot to it is that i really love learning japanese and the class will at least force me to interact with other people - a sore spot for me. honestly i'm getting really excited thinking about learning more japanese.
what saddens me - all the time i've wasted. i've always been too scared of fucking up to go out and do new things, but in letting my fear control me i've fucked up. going from cowardly shut-in to normal adult feels impossible because i always feel like everything i do is hopeless. it's a weird feeling, like filling a balloon with water and then suddenly squeezing it all out until it's empty.
>>34437072>I'm a pathetic P.o.S who doesn't know how to drive a carme neither. sucks that your friends keep flaking on you; i know how frustrating that can be. can you maybe hire a driving instructor to help you? less likely to flake if they're getting paid.
