>>14465272Psychologist fag here with some advice. Your subconcious has already decided. You just haven't been able to grasp your own decision yet. There is a way to fix it.
Put three pieces of paper on a table. Write the name of a starter on each piece. Hold your hand out, and on the count of three FORCE YOURSELF to slam it down on the starter you then will HAVE TO PICK NO MATTER WHAT NO EXCUSES.
Don't worry about regrets. You have chosen the starter your brain is genuinely most happy with. Embrace your new bro.
