Hi!!! Why not use the time you have to give up your unfaithful ways and join Islam, the fastest-growing religion in the world? Allah only asks for you to give up your idolatrous ways, give him your Shahada, and become his loyal slave! While it is better to give your Shahada in the presence of another Muslim, you can still do this by yourself as you will always be in the presence of Allah.
Just follow the instructions in this video
https://youtu.be/qn7wlDQIatM?feature=sharedCongratulations!!! You are now a Muslim! Your life is now changed forever, Allah will guide you to everything from now on! Feel the crippling anxiety from being an infidel leave your body, let Allah's love replace all the wickedness from your soul. Our master Allah will care for you, me, and every other Muslim!
Allahu Akbar!!!