>>41863873I really hope you guys don't think I'm typing some fucking fantasy
when I was 6 or 7 years old in kinder garden, 3 boys and me were in the bathroom, I have no idea how we ended up doing that, but we started sucking each other dicks, I sucked the dicks of all of them, then after that during class, one started crying and told the teacher what happened, before I knew what he was telling the teacher in whispers I screamed HE IS LYING in middle of class, nothing came of it and it was never mentioned again.
But then when I was 12 years old, I raped my 6 year old cousin by sucking his dick, it happened in 3 several occasions and he called it "playing doctor"
I'm almost 30 now, nothing came of it, nothing like that has happened again and I actively forget it, but sometimes I'm afraid that my cousin will remember, that he will accuse me and I have absolutly no idea what I'll tell my family, I tell myself I was just a fucking retarded horny kid and not a pedophile, I'm not a pedophile, I'm not a pedophile 