>>31224417I was usually let go in a lot of jobs because despite my work ethic, my behavior seemed to raise red flags. One thought I was a druggie and never bothered to do testing, the other thought I was gonna shoot up the office and tried to make some official sounding excuse to let me go because they hired someone else in my place despite claiming they went overbudget and the rest were contract-to-hire positions that I took while undergoing counseling.
I spent a good chunk of my 20s broken and dealing with fuckheads kicking me while I was down even when I was trying to do better. I still wanna do better, I just keep moving in all directions and don't know which way will get me forward.
Does that sound crazy?