>>54567178Considering the history I've had with relationships, I don't think I'd ever be able to trust another person again. I'm sure there are wonderful people out there, but so far every single relationship I've had has been genuinely awful. Half of them were IRL, half of them online. The online ones were bad and superficial, most people online don't want to seriously date and they just want to desperately stop feeling lonely... And then they regret into a relationship when they have to compromise, or when things get serious. You'll be lucky if the other person doesn't just end up ghosting you once they realize they only wanted to fool around for a couple of weeks and then dip.
And my IRL ones led me to having trauma that has scarred me for life so... Yeah, I don't think relationships are for me anymore. I feel like if I even dated someone, the issues I have due to those past relationships would make me into a really unhealthy partner to have. So I don't really want another person to have to deal with those.
