>>18596711Honestly, the Suicide Hotline / Crisis Center was pretty helpful. I called them at random one night-
but there's also The Samaritans, who offer e-mail assistance (
http://www.samaritans.org/) for free, even if you're not from the UK. You can literally just send them the most rambling e-mail ever and you will get something back. It's not professional help, but sometimes it puts things in perspective.
At least talk to someone, man.