>>53568542I know that, but the list of discouraging things is so great for me. I hate applying somewhere and getting hours that are schizophrenic. If i'm working a closing shift, I don't want to work a morning shift the following day. Or ever. Is it so hard to just get the same hours every day? I can't relax or get into any kind of rhythm if i'm always stressing about being able to fall asleep early enough to actually function.
Full time work, I don't even think i'm physically/mentally ready for. Standing for that kind of length puts me in enough pain to start limping, but sitting down during any kind of downtime where there is genuinely nothing to work on is, to a manager, the equivalent of murdering Christ himself.
