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Cutie patootie
I guess it's a secret to my family
I'm still suicidal, but my view of death seems to be very different from most people. It's just not a big deal to me, I see nothing wrong with it and I'm not afraid to die; I've made peace with myself and my God. I'm not fazed really by people dying, or dying myself. Life would continue with or without me.
I find life pointless and a waste of resources and I just don't give a fuck anymore honestly. Pokemon is one of the few things I look forward to in life. I just don't have an easy way to kill myself; I am afraid of dying and pain. I had planned to OD on lamactil that I had excess of but my roommate found it. I had to let my dad take care of my medication in exchange for getting out of the psych ward.
