>>56405988>>56406022Meanwhile, I’ve been trying therapy and think I found a psychiatrist that’s taking patients…
I dunno anon, what would you say is lesser of two evils? Some days I feel so incredibly numb and just want to cease to exist, but at the same time kinda nervous because I hear mixed things about antidepressants. But people I’m close to are concerned and have definitely noticed so feel like I gotta do SOMETHING so they’ll stfu and leave me alone.
Also afraid I’ll lose ability to just disassociate and pretend I’m in a completely different life with husbando, pathetic as that may sound… 