White 2
While I like to think that I'm an upright and moral person, just barely below the surface I want to hurt things. I've occasionally pinched a dog's ear or done something small to animals, but I want to actually hurt them, even though I love them. I want to hurt people, too. And not just shoot someone with a gun or something, I want to tear them apart with my hands and teeth. Real visceral shit, and I have no idea why. At the same time I SUPER don't want to, but I still have those violent urges whispering not far enough back in my mind. I dunno, maybe it's just one of those things everyone experiences but no one talks about, but it's got me super fucked up over it.
>>33877266I've touched myself, but I always get too bored before anything happens. I'm 27, almost 28, and I've never had an orgasm in my life. (I do not think it is related to the above problem.)
