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Because it’s a cute, round and squishy boi. It’s been one of my favorite since middle school.
I’ve always been a huge procrastinator and it fucked up my life a bit — wasted 4 years of my life failing college in huge anxiety and depression. I’ve felt like a bother for my family, which was still always supportive, but them still showing me love really put too much pressure and guilt on me, i’ve felt like i wanted to die... Before college, i was a nice kid, a tad bit introverted, who always did great at school, but after that, it only went downhill. I also never liked bothering anyone, so i couldn’t tell my parents how bad i’ve felt. I’m thankful they tried to talk to me more than once because anybody would have been impatient and given up on me.
Now, i’m doing better doing something i enjoy and i’ve been waiting impatiently for summer to come, so i could be free from college and come back to some activities i’ve dropped because of depression like drawing, swimming or even gardening... I sure wasted 4 years of my life doing nothing of value for my resume but there’s one thing i’ve learned and it’s not looking back on your past and just going with the flow. Just trying on a day by day basis and keep doing me since we only so many years to live here it’d be stupid to waste any more of these.
I hope you’ll be doing better, anons. Let’s stop wasting our time here and do something for ourselves, be it work or a treat for yourself. Don’t think it’s already too late for you!! I’m 25, btw. If you’re younger and think it’s too late before reading this, i hope you’ll think otherwise and be better somehow. There’s only you who can improve your life. I unfortunately can’t do anything other than cheering for you, whoever you are!
