>>20403065https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xe_LrgnxlaM"I'm dumb... I'm so dumb..." she muses aloud.
"Ah?"
She steps closer to you, and with all her courage, throws caution and nervousness to the wind for the sake of conclusion.
"I...I put my job in front of my heart. I tried to delude myself, I put up a false emotionless wall, and tried to tell myself that the things I was feeling were fake but.. Calem, I couldn't do it. I just couldn't. Days went by and the more I tried, the more it hurt that I wasn't being true to myself.. Calem, you do so much for me.. you're sweet, kind, you help me with my work, you protect me and you've gotten us out of so many predicaments, I can't even name them all.. somewhere in the middle of that, I can't say when exactly, but... an affinity grew, I admire everything about you, how you never give up, how you're always there for someone in need, how you're so outgoing, everything I'm really not. I have to erase these opinions everytime I write about them, I can't ever be biased but it just kept getting more difficult..."
She is inches away from your beating chest.
"That admiration, it grew and grew, it really did and I wanted to stop it but it made my heart feel warm, I had never felt something so dear before. Everyday I found more reason to stop hiding everything, to stop being so secretive, to be true, I wanted to be free in spite of the taboo. I slowly lost care about work, and gained more for you. I want to tell you more, I want us to talk about our likes, dislikes, and... feelings. I don't care who finds out."
"These feelings culminated around Anistar, I couldn't ignore them any longer, I let go of those rules I established in Santalune, the wall came down, we became so much more intimate over our time in that city as I slowly learned to accept fate, then at the café.."
"I've never felt more loved.."
