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I used to be so horny when I was younger that I'd masturbate with stuffed animals and pillows whenever I could. I did it a few times at my aunt's house (got caught once by an older cousin, never did it again there), then at a stranger's house while they had a baby shower downstairs. I often felt ashamed of myself afterwards though, and eventually I stopped when I got older.
I never knew why I did it though, something snapped in me one day to just do it. Though in recent years, I've been thinking there's a possible link to it starting when I was playing hide-n-seek with some friends (2 sisters) in elementary school and one day I walked into their house and saw their parents post-sex. Saw their mom with her vagina out in full and it looked so wrong to me (like something about didn't look right) that I recall having a break down in fear and telling my mom. My mom doesn't remember the event nowadays, but I remembered it, and a few years later I heard those sisters were taken away by CPS shortly after and I wondered if it was because of me.
