>>42830905But I do want to do the pleasurable thing, anon. I want to do the pleasurable thing a whole lot. I just expect it to be on my terms, or more accurately: OUR terms.
I bet it'd ruin your little unbirth fantasy if you imagined that absorbing the wrong anon would result in a pregnancy-like parasite-host relationship, wouldn't it? He would be wrapped in comfortable bliss, but she would be forced to contribute to his wellbeing and growth while all he does is toy with her hormones and feelings like a malevolent force of nature.