>>32844064>>32844089>>32844129Thank you all so much for the replies!
I agree, I think it's just a matter of doing it enough that I get desensitized to it. I have to keep reminding myself no one cares, you know? No one is judging my dumb plays or making fun of me. No one is going to remember me.
And it's definitely a fear based anxiety. I played WoW pretty hardcore back in the day(raiding) and I'd always get roped into being the healer for old school AV and Basin and then trying to top the arenas ladder... all the yelling and bitching over vent...
But I'm super proud, I actually won 2 out of 3! I used a Z-Splash Mimikyu with a Psych Up Komala and Bruxish (for Dazzle) in the back and then either Galvantula or Excadrill. Then I had a Murkrow along for funsies because I spent hours chaining for a Prankster one and dammit, he was coming along.
I'm gonna check out those Showdown randoms now! Thanks for all the suggestions!