>>49095392I've got no reason to hate him anymore...
Its not his fault that he is like this, but it somehow didnt suprize me that much - I had an subconcious hunch of sorts that there was a point in all that edge of his, and it was an unbelievably bold move on my part that I am starting to regret - because I don't really know what to do now, I'm feeling like I am too fucked up to even try helping anyone else who was trully twisted beyond any hope of recovery, but shouldnt I first sort myself out before moving onto aiding others? I am probably going to 'think myself into death' someday if I dont stop being so sentimental...
