>>52237901I tried to curse him,in various ways.
Pact with a low-level demons that had to do something with locusts,if i remember correctly. Pact with the demon entity known as Lilith. All these rigorously following the ritual's.
Than i also tried to focus my mind and entire being into latching the curse to him directly.
Also, i perfectly know that offering your soul is a bad idea but,that also should tell you the grade of desperation I'm in..
If you can help me curse my father, whether it would cost years of my life,real or not, please help me in do so. My hatred for this man is vastly expanded that i never felt so much of it for no one else..so much so that i yearn for his death as soon as possible... He did not deserve to put up a family,he does not deserve what he has of now. The only thing he does deserve is punishment.
(I also forgot to mention that,my hatred for him is more than justified because,when we did talked about these,he see his past abuses towards me, only excuses for me so that i can behave badly in his opinion. Also,he never did apologize for anything.)