>>43346134You do realize that you are a grown adult and that the choices you make in this lifetime are solely your own correct?
Why would you let a thing such as family dictate your inherited Free Will and Claim? Perhaps you falter and say "Ah, but my circumstances keep me from achieving my goals." Which is a possibility, but only because you allow those circusmtances to keep you from doing so.
I was once in your shoes boy; yet I chose to let nothing stop me from achieving my goals, whatever they would be, which depended on whatever need I wanted. In time, I came to forgive my mother, not because of familiar ties; those had evaporated in my own journies, but rather because I chose to understand and likewise forgive her. Mercy, as one would say; one of free will and volition, given and created by my own hand. She knows I do not rely on her whatsoever, and in return she should not expect similar, when time makes progress upon her.
Then again, I hold my elders to a very high standard for they have lived longer than I have. If there is someone who is older than me and is not more successful or organized than I am, then I simply have no respect for them as an adult.
That being said, you are my younger, and I give you this advice, you cannot attempt to be free of your prison of malice if you cannot make decisions off of your own Hands, and of your own Free Will.
You will be trapped by Guilt, Circumstances, or the overbearing prescence of others within your lifetime. Essentially, you are prey. Do you wish to remain prey, or do you wish to grow beyond such a lifestyle?
