>>17395368Huh we have a bit in common in that department.
Since I was a lazy kid back in middle school like I am now, I never really got good grades. So parents put a lot of pressure on me by giving me absurd punishments to make me do better. One of them was to be around my chronically insane sister that would want to kill me if she could. Plus with that happening I got bullied constantly, and with all that building up I threatened to kill myself one night in front of my parents due to the pressure. Of course I didn't mean it I was in an unstable mindset... But it happened. After that I was put into therapy and on depression meds.
Sorry for the unneeded story time, just felt it was related in some way. 