>>30568504OP, as some others here have said, you could have easily done many other things in addition to playing a lot of Pokemon. You don't have to sacrifice everything else in your pathetic life to be good at one hobby.
Now that you have moped about it, why don't you think of something that you do want to do and start moving towards it. Wanna learn an instrument/language? Then start taking lessons and soak up information online. Or just continue to be a lazy shit and do nothing but play Pokemon, then continue to blame it for all your problems.