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Im a 22 year old neet failure with an autistic bf and im afraid that he's going to not take me with him when he moves out from family to go to college. I havent worked a job before so while he's insisted that he won't abandon me, if I poke and prod he will admit that he's worried I'll end up a burden, since he doesn't even know how he'll afford his own cost of living, and he doubts my ability to bring income in which is understandable. But I think after 4 years of being together, him needing a roommate to survive anyways, that I may as well rope if he leaves me here because I would never have an opportunity like that to move out of my shithole and into a nice place where I dont have to deal with my family.
If it pans out it pans out. If not Im sure ill keep on going but there wont be any reason to continue besides the fact I really really find death terrifying and not comforting at all even when im at my lowest.