>>39282088i'm still here unfortunately
>>39282048>>39282080my life peaked when i was 10 years old and i've been making too many fuck-ups to secure a decent future
also i'm kind of expendable anyway so if i die it won't really matter in the grand scheme of things
i guess i'm kind of betraying my "friends" and family by making this decision but i almost can't bring myself to care about that anymore