>>41865098>>41865123fuck it, time for a real ass secret (same OP)
this time i'll post my second favorite mon
I think and I'm convinced that everyone around me treats and considers me as an absolute retard, including my own family. I've also heard friends and my goddamn mother trash-talk me like that, even when they're in front of me. I've been feeling more and more depressed over the past days and sometimes fantasize about suicide, knowing very well I'm just an annoying burden to them. I just don't have the guts to actually pull the rope, so I guess I'll live a miserable live until old age kills me for good. 